You have clearly gotten over me
But
How do I get over you?
Nothing I try works
I lie to myself
Trying to reprogram my mind
Overwrite the feelings that are still there
I tell myself that I don’t love you when I do
I still do
I try to replace you with a barrage of people
That fails because at the end of the night
Or next to them the next morning
I end up making comparisons in my head
The things you would have done differently
The words you would have used
They can never be you
I need a remedy for this attachment
To break the connection that I still have
The drunken states I run to
To run from my feelings
Only last so long
The hangover that comes in the morning
Brings the feelings along with it
Closure never reached me
So I am stuck here
With a conflicted heart
Searching for a cure
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Thanks
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How sad. I hope I never see my boys experience heart break.
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I know. I don’t want my daughter to go through it either.
Thanks for the inspiration once again.
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Really.lol . Awww I know. All we can do is hope
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