The thoughts plague you
Your mind encapsulates them
While they continue to drive you
Crazy
You want to talk to anyone
But no one will understand
At least that’s what you believe
Everything happens for a reason
Can’t seem to believe that
Never wanting to try new things
Or experience new places
You even shy away from new faces
Head filled with pain
As you stand in the rain
Wishing they would wash away
These thoughts inside you
An idle brain leaves you
So much time to think
About things you rather not
They rush toward you
You’re barely able to process one
Before the next comes
All you want is to be free
From the memories
From the pain
From the tears
It’s hard to fight
The despair