Thank You

I just want to hold you

And say to you

Thank you

You’ve shown me the meaning

Of both happiness and love

Shown me that they are more than just

Things to dream of

My future is clear

For the first time I can look forward

With no fear

Because you

The love of my life

Will be right there

I £ove you

So much

 

Better

Here we are, you’re one of my best friends.
But I’ve come here to say this is the end.
You take that one look into my eyes.
You know me so well, you know this is no lie.
Baby, I promise that I will tell you why,
But you have to promise me, that I wont see you cry.
You say ok, but I know you lied.
Before my first words, I see the water build in your eyes.
I let you know that I never wanted to part.
Why would I? You still have me heart.

I begin to explain the life that I live.
“What they can offer, I can never give.
As much as I try to keep the truth inside,
There’s some things I don’t think I can provide.
I know that I say I love you so much now,
Yet at times I worry if I even know how.
Now don’t get me wrong, I never said that I don’t.
I am not going to let you doubt my love, I wont.
I should be doing so much more for you.
But because of my life, that I can’t do.
I can’t buy you the things you deserve.
I’m keeping you back, and I don’t have the nerve
To let you get what I know you should.
I feel so bad after you’ve treated me so good.
To be with you, you don’t know how that was my wish,
But I can’t continue down this road, being selfish.
Maybe I let my faults get to my head,
But I could not let these things go unsaid.
I’m not even sure in me what you see,
I just think you deserve so much better than me.”

She doesn’t speak, at the end of my speech.
She gets closer, so now I’m in reach.
I hang my head and feel like a disgrace,
Then she takes her hands and holds my face.
I look up, and she gives me a kiss.
Looks deep into my eyes and tells me this.
“I’ve listen closely to your words,
And this is the love that I deserve.
At times it almost makes me cry.
You know it’s impossible, but you still try
To do whatever it takes to make me smile.
You never want me unhappy, even for a while.
Now it doesn’t matter what you can or can’t do,
I’m not going anywhere, I love you.”

“But these feelings will always be here.”
“I know the truth, I don’t care.”

“But what about all the stuff…”
“No, your love is enough.”

“The perfect man, I can’t be.”
“Your the perfect man, for me.”

She wanted to love me, but I wouldn’t let her,
She just let me know, that things couldn’t be…

Any better.

What Else Could It Be

When I hold you in my arms
It’s only you and I
I feel like I would do it all for you
But I have no clue as to why
When you’re looking at me
I fall so deep into your gaze
That I’m too amazed
To even look away
So I stare
And feel every hair
On my body stand on end
As this moment we spend
Together.

My heartbeat has become irregular
There’s a difference in its pace
Because when I see your face
I become alive
And I contrive
To always be by your side
And when I’m not
I close my eyes just to see you
I’m glad that I do
Because being away hurts the most
And this makes me feel like your close.

From the very second I leave
I miss you
I don’t know if you feel it too
You know, like
That feeling that you get
When it feels like something’s missing
Everything is ok
But you still feel down
Yeah, that feeling.
I refuse to hide
The way that I feel inside

Though it’s against the rules to say it
I can show it
I think you know it
By all the little things I do for you
Just because I know
That it will make you happy
And if that being happy doesn’t include me…
It wont mater
Because if you are I am.
You mean the world to me
And if love doesn’t exist
Then what could this be?

The Moment

Opportunities don’t often come along twice
So once they present the must be seized
You never know what could happen
The outcome of taking the risk might leave you pleased

Happiness isn’t about the destination.
It’s about the journey along the way.
And once you achieve your happiness
It’s up to you how whether or not it goes away

You shouldn’t focus on the end
When you have yet to begin
If you’re too focused on losing
You might just lose your chance to win

Take the chance when you see it
Or you may forever feel regret
What ifs plague your mind
And the mistake you’ll never forget

Each day you must be able to live in the present
To make the most of everything is what you need to avow
Seize the moment when it comes
The moment is now!

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