Cutting it Off

They bullied her till she cried

She tried so hard just to fit in

Changed her appearance different times

Nothing seemed good enough

Ever

She wasn’t necessarily

Her own biggest fan either

She believed the words they threw at her

Because there was no other reason in her mind

Why things were like this

It sounded like the words were trapped

In the locs of her hair

Booming into her ears

So she cut it off to cut them out

And when she realized

The words were still there

Even after running out of hair

She started cutting herself

Depression was hard to run away from

She was drowning

With no one to save her

Her Wounding Words

She sits and thinks of the things said

Wonders if the words used were the right choice

She didn’t want to be angry with him

But couldn’t help but to scream and raise her voice

Tired of all the troubles she was facing

Just had to make someone hurt just as bad

So she lashed out at everyone close

Even when they did no wrong

Every little thing cause an uproar

There were always eggshells around

Then china hit the wall and things fell to the ground

Maybe some time to think will do her well

Taking a moment to just get away

Think of how to tell them sorry

So that they will be able to stay

Is it too late to apologize?

Will he think she is sincere?

She thought the feeling was bad before

But now the fact of losing him has her truly scared

 

Sorry…