Am I Sure… 

I was asked if I was sure I wanted to marry her… 

​I am 100% sure that I want to get married. With her, life is better. Nothing is easy, I know that, but she makes things feel simpler than they’ve ever been. I want to get married because I want to be able to proclaim the love that I have for her and through the process I can validate my love to her in the best way (opinion). I heard someone said today that they didn’t want to have a wedding, they wanted to have a marriage. They were afraid that they would do so much in having a ceremony that would forever outweigh the rest of their lives. I’ve never had that fear and although I understood where she was coming from, I didn’t waiver. I don’t have to be afraid of what’s to come because in my heart I know that we will love each other. I can’t predict the future and I haven’t been a great believer in faith, but my heart tells me that this time, I’m right. She is the one. The one woman my mother approved on sight. I love her and always will. 

Future Mrs. Alexander 

​When things go good, we laugh together and enjoy the time we share, but anyone can do that. When things go south, I cry to her and lean on her. She might not always understand my point of view, but boy does she listen and try. I couldn’t ask for better and I try to repay with love every single day that I have the chance to. My motivator, my diary, my confidant, my headache, my best friend, my heartbeat, my lover, my everything. MINE. I love her from once upon a time until happily ever after. There’s never been anyone in my life like her before. If I didn’t ask her to marry me, I’d be a fool. In a year I’ll be the happiest man alive. I just hope that I can make her…. 

As happy as she makes me…